The meaning of life. Right now I am pondering the meaning of life here at this blog. What do I want from here? What is this blog to me, or more importantly to others?
When I began this blog over two years ago the community was small, tight, supportive. Now so much of it is about earning potential, stats, hits, comments, followers.
I have never been one to run with the crowd and crowded the blogosphere has become.
Is this why I am not drawn here as I once was? Is it why I do not have the yearning to write like I once did?
Maybe it is because I am writing my tales of fantasy for my dear friend, sending them off with love. Maybe that is filling the hole once satisfied by blogging?
Maybe I am sick of commenting and supporting those who offer none back? Only some, not all, but their silence pisses me off to be perfectly honest.
Maybe I feel the blogosphere is not the place I need to look to for ideas, ideals, friendship?
Maybe it is time for change.
I just don't know anymore.
The one where I complain about how hard my life is while sitting on my lounge, in my house, with no one shooting at me or wondering where my next meal is coming from (but if you read on, it isn’t that flash WOE IS ME!) - Jesus Christ on a bike doing a one handed handstand while juggling a disco ball. For the first time ever MOTY just called, out of the blue, to offer to loo...
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